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Continue reading →: In a weird mood
I keep crying…. I really am sitting her in tears because I can’t trust myself to protect my own heart. That’s sad. I feel I can’t trust anyone or their intentions as it relates to me. I don’t wanna feel like this.
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Continue reading →: Mentally Not There
I’m a state of mixed feelings. I want to feel love and affection but at the same time I just can’t actually deal with it. I feel like as much as I want it, I’m in a vulnerable state and I don’t want to dismiss the usual red flags or…
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Continue reading →: Starting
A few weeks back I started to write a book.. the book would be about my life. Idk if I want people to know its me but I want to share my story…. hopefully I can stick to it…but since that first day I have not gone back…
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Continue reading →: Dare I say this out loud
Its hard loving someone and letting them go. You know its for the best, but I miss him. We had good times but I know it was an unhealthy relationship. Especially knowing he had no problem putting his hands on me. I know I could never go back. But it…
