I just wanna kiss you as if my life depended on it, I just wanna love you as if your soul spoke to me and told me what it needed, I just wanna touch you in a way where our minds were in sync, I just wanna hold you and have you let go all of your past hurt, It doesn’t matter, Doesn’t matter what I want, Your terms, Your rule, I can choose, Is it time wasted? After all what’s a soulmate, When ya soul break, And ache, I just wanna, Wanna what? Get a nut? Pretending that shit don’t matter… When did it ever matter? As a matter fact, You can’t make anyone love you, Gotta be their choice to, Meanwhile, you just wanna show them what real love is, Not asking to be kept, Just swept, Off ya feet, Swept of ya feet like a fairytale? We know very well that that’s make believe, In real life, Down in real life, You’ll never be a wife And you just wanna what?
I don’t care what are your past traumas as a child growing up or whatever. You should never be the person or allow someone in your life to take your child’s life.
I know as a parent our kids test us from time to time but if you feel you cannot be a parent let someone else raise and love your child the way they deserve. I had to stop watching that tonight… because that hurt my heart as a mother. How could you?!
I feel like I wanna scream or just cry. With no one to vent to or just be there and listen without judgment or their easy way to fix it all. I feel broken and no one around me seems to care or want to check in on me. Even when they do I say I’m fine. I don’t wanna burden anyone with all this hurt I have stored inside of me. I’m search for someone to fill a void no one can feel. I miss me.