Posted in opinions, Personal, Thoughts

Unexpected & Unconditional

Unexpected ~
not expected; unforeseen; surprising

Unconditional ~ Whether it’s love, support, or surrender, if something’s unconditional it’s absolute and not subject to any special terms or conditions: it’ll happen no matter what else happens.

What I feel real love should be.

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Posted in Personal

Missing you

Listening to the Boyz II Men song A Song for Momma…. miss you momma!!

Posted in GFT Radio, opinions, Personal, Thoughts, Uncategorized

R Kelly Outrage 20+ years too late

Posted in Personal, Quotes, random, Reflection, Thoughts, Uncategorized

All In The Details

This is about work… well work signatures. Boring right!?! But you never realize who pays attention to the details. So my work email has the usual things in it:

Name

Title, Department

Number

Fax

Email

But of course your girl is a big fan of quotes. So I add a quote on mines. Usually something about work ethics. Most people just dismiss it, but not this one Assistant Commissioner. They made it a note to tell me they look forward to reading my quotes. They see that I change them every so often.

What does one say to that?! Thanks right… now I’m more thoughtful when I change it. Anticipating they’re comment on it.

I said all that to say, you never know who is paying attention in the work place.

Posted in mood, Personal, venting

Stop Pretending

We all are guilty at some point in our lives of getting caught up in the idea of something. I have been caught up in an idea that relationships are working, when clearly they are not.

To quite honest, I have been caught up in mixed signals when words speak more true and as of late actions. Here I am settling down to prepare for a relationship that is never gonna happen. Who am I kidding? I need to stop pretending things are as I want them to be.

Hate to sound pitiful but if I’m being honest, I doubt I’m going to be in any relationship any time soon. Why? Because I feel myself always trying to prove that I’m worthy of being picked, worthy to be that someone to someone. Being told I’m a good woman, just never good enough for anyone I want to date. Or not believe anyone who is interested in me. Mostly because most ppl are interested because they want to be with me intimately only. Maybe that’s the vibe I give off. Idk… maybe I just need time to myself.

But honestly, I have tired that and then someone gets my attention. And of course I’m caught up in the idea yet again only to be let down.

Idk guys felt like venting…