These past couple of years have been most definitely a wake up call. I have learned so much about myself. But I know and feel my future will be brighter. Yeah there may be some ups and downs. But I have been through the worst and somehow managed by the Grace of God to make it thru. Idk who has been praying for me but thanks and keep on doing it!!
A few days ago I had a dream and of course my mother was in it. I saw her in this dream and I was excited because I wanted to show her something. I went to where whatever it was I was trying to show her. I waited patiently for her to come and she never did. As I sat that it dawned on me she has passed on. I woke up sad that day! Idk in my head I new it but for whatever reason this mad me feed deeply sadden.
That was the first time I have ever dreamed of her and felt that way after. Idk, I really miss her..
So this past weekend, which just happened to be my birthday weekend. I closed on my house. I set this goal and with some motivation by my sis the real estate agent I did it. It was an amazing journey with many hits or misses, but the end result was me getting something that was made for me and fit perfectly with my life!! Its bittersweet because I wish my mom was here to see this. But I know she is smiling down on me and proud!!
Just wanted to share that with you guys!!