Seems like dark cloud are hovering over my life right now. What do you do when you are completely disappointed and drained? I have been the a variety of a emotions in the last couple of months. Honestly, I dont know how I get out of the bed every morning. I smile when inside I’m dying. I feel like the total definition of two faces. But I have to be, I have to push forward and I’m determined to fight this thing.
I really can’t go into details.. but I will be glad once this cloud as moved on and leave my life.
Praying for strength to push through for my family… because all I can try and do is protect them!
So I debated on whether to post this but I figured why not. Let me give you the back story. Dude sends a friend request… now most know I have a podcast so sometimes I accept randoms (women and men) on a trial basis. So I accept, we have a inbox convo about my podcast, then he ask was I single. I said, yes but dating someone. He left me alone. A few days ago he decides to spark a conversation telling me he intention was to date me and then get married. I could’ve ignore this all together but my spider sense told me it was a catfish or some BS. I had time so I asked did he see the show and he said yea. Told me he is in the military (I doubt that) etc etc. I let him know I’m not interested and that was it. Nope, he send me a message in my inbox… read below
I had way too much time, glad I always follow my instincts!!