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Reflections of a “Friendship”

6ccc03b59d1ed4c797b976f1d730da10This weekend, I sat down and had dinner and drinks with my bestie boo. We talked about our current love interest and other things.

Our conversation started off talking about things that happened in our past, I shared with her what happened the night I lost my virginity by being raped and how my behavior was shortly after. How we got there was because we discuss an incident that happened between my former bestie and myself. How we lead up to no longer being friends. Her thoughts about me and all that. It took a while for me to be upfront with the fact of her opinion of me. In her eyes I was a huge slut which wasn’t true. She assumed I fucked every guy I said I was “talking to”. Yes, in her mind “talking to” meant fucking. All the while she went around stating she slept with a handful of people. I almost coughed on my sweet tea typing that but hey?

Also, she thinks I slept with this guy or tried to sleep with this guy she was interested in. But let me clue you guys in on this. Most people know I’m bisexual, so with that being said only a few people knew this at this particular time. When we used to go clubbing hopping, she would tell potentials that her and her bestie (me) would tag team off the ropes (yes as I wrote that I sung it). I honestly, don’t know why she would state that knowing she wasn’t about that life. One night, she was on 10 with that shit, so I figured let’s see how far she would be willing to go with this. So, after shouting her selling point to this one guy all night we ended at his spot. Drinks and laughter was popping, I made her think I was drunk but I was alert and simply tipsy. She still was promoting the tag team, so I went over to the bed they were sitting on and made my way to his lap. Let him feel me up and all that, and watched her reaction. She promptly made up a story about going to the bathroom and they both left the room. 20 minutes passed and they came back, I knew what went down and was cool. I hope she understood that she wasn’t ready for that, and would stop selling tickets to a show she wasn’t gonna perform in. It probably rubbed her the wrong way but I had to prove a point.

Anyways, there are many stories on why we aren’t friends today. I held on to this “friendship” for a while. I invested a great deal of time, emotions and all that into it, it sucks that it ended, I still love her and wish the best… but join me as I reflect on why this friendship didn’t work… until the next time…

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That Dream Tho?

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So I woke up this morning and I had the most random-ish dreams I had ever had. So I was in my old neighborhood standing on the corner looking at this store that was opened once I was an adult. It started out as a pizza shop, and ended up being a food store and I was in the mood for some chicken and fish. As I stood looking at this shop, this little girl who seemed to be about 6 or 7 was eating some food from there and immediately threw up. As people came to her rescue someone said the cook the food with crack in it. I thought it was random and couldn’t be true. Or maybe I didn’t even care. I approached the story with a person and didn’t realize who this person was until we got into the store. It was then that I realized it was my sister Jazz with me. Oddly, enough she had a cane that would then make me aware that she is blind in this dream.

I then woke up, wondering what the hell kind of dream was that? I would look it up but where would I even start?

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I been a very busy worker bee. Between regular life, being a mom and work. I have signed up to be on the “Bring Your Child To Work” committee and snack committee to raise money to fund our program. Administration wanted to see it come back minus the giving us the money to do so, so we are doin bake sales to fund it. Trust its become more of a headache and disrespecting my pockets. But its for a great cause, so why not? The end game is to make sure the kids have fun!

Also, as you guys know its #AutismAwareness month and I have been going in. We did a show on the (podcast) about Autism….working on a part 2. I’m trying to share knowledge on Autism and how effects familys and trying to get people to be more understand and sympathetic. I’m also fundraising for a walk I participated in last year called A Walk For A Difference of course I’m walking for my son #TeamZay but I also am walking for those who are comfortable with sharing their story, every person and their families as well.

On a dating tip, I have enjoy this ride. I’m glad that I get the opportunity to meet someone who is comfortable in his manhood, is respectable and a true gentlemen. He is away on military training and I miss seeing and talking to him.