I don’t care what are your past traumas as a child growing up or whatever. You should never be the person or allow someone in your life to take your child’s life.
I know as a parent our kids test us from time to time but if you feel you cannot be a parent let someone else raise and love your child the way they deserve. I had to stop watching that tonight… because that hurt my heart as a mother. How could you?!
I feel like I wanna scream or just cry. With no one to vent to or just be there and listen without judgment or their easy way to fix it all. I feel broken and no one around me seems to care or want to check in on me. Even when they do I say I’m fine. I don’t wanna burden anyone with all this hurt I have stored inside of me. I’m search for someone to fill a void no one can feel. I miss me.
I feel like the universe is screaming at me. Some how I chose to be deaf…. idk who I have become or how I got this low in life. But I’m determined to finally look in the mirror and recognize the reflection staring back at me.