You ever accused someone of doing something, only for someone to call you to the carpet for the same shit?
Yeah, I just had a conversation like that. I don’t like when I have a real conversation and people aren’t being 💯 with you. In the conversation I realize I need to put some things in order to move pass something that has been pulling on me for a while. Probably gonna be the hardest conversation I’ve had in a while but it most certainly needs to happen. I have been avoiding it like the plague because I don’t want to open any old wounds or have the same conversation to have the same result but it must be done.
Pray for me… feel like David going into the lions den.
Yes, I’m such a mom. My son has me watching The Peanuts Movie everyday twice a day if not more. And I love this song!! Every time I hear it I wanna dance!!
I pledge to myself that May starts a brand new chapter in my life. I will no longer allow things or people to make me unhappy. If it’s not preserving my peace, than it doesn’t need to be around me. Many of times I given into others to make them happy or not be mad. This time, I have to be selfish because losing who I am, is no longer an option. Despite all the pain and tears these last few months God has been there to bless me. I’m grateful for those who were there to let me vent, cry and just came around to me be there. It’s been hard, slowly getting back to the woman you guys used to know. But striving for so much more!!!
As much as I want it, maybe its not in the cards for me. 🤷♀️ Either I’m not doing something right or I have to change who I am?! Whatever happened to unconditional love?!