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Today was a tuff day for me, well yesterday since its 1 am. It started out fine but I allowed people to effect my mood. I cried a few times in a room by myself. You ever just be done…. like exhausted from having the same conversations over and over again. You are too drained to exchange the words, so your tears just take over because you can’t?

Thats where I was. I cried alone hiding under my covers and cooking dinner thinking about the shit. I just need peace and when you have no where to go to get it.

I can’t look at myself in the mirror half the time. I look at me and just feel defeated. Sorry I just need to get this out of my head. Im fighting battles I can’t win.

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Bored in the house

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Started Out Feeling Good

I woke up today feeling good about myself in general despite waking up feeling exhausted. I moved through my morning kind of in a autopilot mode.

In one fell swoop my contentment was shared with thoughts of many different things. My character and integrity questioned in a blink of eye.

I’m left to wonder… why?

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Music Mondays: Where Did He Go