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Continue reading →: Untitled
Today I woke up thinking how quickly unloved someone. It doesn’t seem possible on my part. I have wonder how simple things could be. We try and move on. But the hurt pulls at us. I wondered to myself and maybe it will sound stupid but what if he actually…
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Continue reading →: My Dream
Today. I’m in a meh mood. Had a dream I was around my mother although I couldn’t see her physically there. I was annoyed by it, somehow we was staying with her and yet I never saw her. I spoke with her while she was on her way to get…
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Continue reading →: That’s Me
Defeated,Broken,Overwhelmed,That’s me,Searching for my voice,Searching for validation,Tears roll,PSTD as set in on me,I open my mouth but words won’t come out,I’m search for words and yet searching for me,looking in the mirror but I can’t seem to see,unrecognizable,to shattered to see,somehow I lost me,I smileI laughBut I’m dying and no…
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Continue reading →: New Year…
When we tell ourselves we are going to stop allowing certain things and then you end up going against the grain. Went thru an array of emotions last night. I felt so defeated and overwhelmed. I didn’t have it in me to fight. Tears fell and I wanted to scream…
