Searching for my voice,
Searching for validation,
PSTD as set in on me,
I open my mouth but words won’t come out,
I’m search for words and yet searching for me,
looking in the mirror but I can’t seem to see,
to shattered to see,
somehow I lost me,
But I’m dying and no one sees,
desperately seeking validation because my feelings don’t seems to be free,
tears still flows my eyes swollen you see,
my mind seems to be playing tricks on me,
I drowning in a series of moments you see,
can’t seem to find what I’m seeking you see,
validation never comes cuz I’m crazy you see?
my mind playing tricks and I can’t protect me,
just want acceptance you see?
I know I can only find it in me,
I’m aching to get back to me..