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My Dream

Today. I’m in a meh mood. Had a dream I was around my mother although I couldn’t see her physically there. I was annoyed by it, somehow we was staying with her and yet I never saw her. I spoke with her while she was on her way to get an MRI. I cannot explain this dream. Idk what it means… but it was weird. I woke up getting ready to cry like I had been the past couple of days but Zay walked up to the bed and motioned for us to go downstairs and I said where are you underwear? I laughed and shook my head and follow him downstairs.

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Dream of Suicide

Last night I had a dream about my son’s father. In the dream he was threatening to jump of a building and take his life. I was so upset in this dream, I was giving him all the reasons he needed to stay alive.

I woke up from that dream feeling weird. I have never had a dream like this and it worried me. Worried me to the point of waiting for his call just to tell him, I love him. Even though we are having issues and not on the same page. That my love was unconditional. Whether we are together or not, he needed to know this.

I know we both have been dealing with personal struggles…very different struggles but that dream played in my head most of the day.

I finally looked up what it meant… interesting is what I will say. But one of those things was on point.

I never wanna have a dream like this, especially about someone this close to me.

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Dreams, Night Terrors & Deja Vu

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That Dream Tho?

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So I woke up this morning and I had the most random-ish dreams I had ever had. So I was in my old neighborhood standing on the corner looking at this store that was opened once I was an adult. It started out as a pizza shop, and ended up being a food store and I was in the mood for some chicken and fish. As I stood looking at this shop, this little girl who seemed to be about 6 or 7 was eating some food from there and immediately threw up. As people came to her rescue someone said the cook the food with crack in it. I thought it was random and couldn’t be true. Or maybe I didn’t even care. I approached the story with a person and didn’t realize who this person was until we got into the store. It was then that I realized it was my sister Jazz with me. Oddly, enough she had a cane that would then make me aware that she is blind in this dream.

I then woke up, wondering what the hell kind of dream was that? I would look it up but where would I even start?

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Snake Dream

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So last night I had two dreams where I was bitten by a boa. I was caught completely off guard and in both dreams I was out in about with people I know. In the first dream, I can’t remember where I was but I remember a snake coming out and biting me. After I woke from that dream and went back to sleep shortly after, I was walking with my sisters. I seemed as if we were on my street going to a house and out of nowhere another boa comes out to bite me again.

I never had a dream with a snake in it, so you know I had to go to my site to search for the meaning of this, so here you go…

Snake

To see a snake or be bitten by one in your dream signifies hidden fears and worries that are threatening you. Your dream may be alerting you to something in your waking life that you are not aware of or that has not yet surfaced. In particular, if you dream of a multi-colored or brightly colored snake, then it is a clear warning about something bad happening. If the snake tangles itself, then it represents a subsiding threat. Something that you thought was going to be a problem has resolved itself. Alternatively, the snake may be seen as phallic and thus symbolize temptation, dangerous and forbidden sexuality. In particular, to see a snake on your bed suggests that you are feeling sexually overpowered or sexually threatened. You may be inexperienced, nervous or just unable to keep up. If you are afraid of the snake, then it signifies your fears of sex, intimacy or commitment. The snake may also refer to a person around you who is callous, ruthless, and can’t be trusted. As a positive symbol, snakes represent healing, transformation, knowledge and wisdom. It is indicative of self-renewal and positive change. In particular, dreaming of a red snake highlights the positive characteristics of the snake, as well as your fiery passion. via Dream Moods: Snake

All I know if I will be on the look out to see what happens.