Last night I had a dream about my son’s father. In the dream he was threatening to jump of a building and take his life. I was so upset in this dream, I was giving him all the reasons he needed to stay alive.
I woke up from that dream feeling weird. I have never had a dream like this and it worried me. Worried me to the point of waiting for his call just to tell him, I love him. Even though we are having issues and not on the same page. That my love was unconditional. Whether we are together or not, he needed to know this.
I know we both have been dealing with personal struggles…very different struggles but that dream played in my head most of the day.
I finally looked up what it meant… interesting is what I will say. But one of those things was on point.
I never wanna have a dream like this, especially about someone this close to me.
Unreservedly Me 