In my thoughts I think about the things that really bother me,
I think about things I’ve done that I’m not too fond of,
In my thoughts I hide my true feelings,
I think that if I don’t say it out loud then it’s not a fact,
I think if the guy I just met is the one for me,
Or is he gonna play me,
In my thoughts I think angry things,
I think about shit I have done or would like to do,
In my thoughts I try to figure myself out,
I think about why I hold up this wall like I’m tuff when all I want is to be love and experience true love,
In my thoughts I wonder how am I keeping shit moving,
I think am I setting a good example for my mini,
In my thoughts a place where I’m afraid to be at times,
Sometime when I think too hard I get depressed,
But then again sometimes I find answers to many questions,
In my thoughts
Unreservedly Me 
I didn’t know you wrote poetry.
Question: do women in general ask themselves why do they put up a wall when they’re really wanting someone to tear it down via love?
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I do, I’m pretty sure all women do. Maybe not aloud but you know. Yes, i do write poetry just didn’t share it much on my blog.
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I like it.
Most thought provoking line for me is:
“In my thoughts I hide my true feelings”
My interpretation of it is, in your thoughts you are the one with total control. Even tho some would think its the best place to express true feelings. You choose it as the place where its ok to lie. Imagine the things in your life the way you want them. You hide your true feelings so you can escape your reality.
Of course. I dont know if thats what you were thinking. But thats what the line did for me.
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Indeed you hit the nail right on the head… Lmao
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