I just wanna kiss you as if my life depended on it, I just wanna love you as if your soul spoke to me and told me what it needed, I just wanna touch you in a way where our minds were in sync, I just wanna hold you and have you let go all of your past hurt, It doesn’t matter, Doesn’t matter what I want, Your terms, Your rule, I can choose, Is it time wasted? After all what’s a soulmate, When ya soul break, And ache, I just wanna, Wanna what? Get a nut? Pretending that shit don’t matter… When did it ever matter? As a matter fact, You can’t make anyone love you, Gotta be their choice to, Meanwhile, you just wanna show them what real love is, Not asking to be kept, Just swept, Off ya feet, Swept of ya feet like a fairytale? We know very well that that’s make believe, In real life, Down in real life, You’ll never be a wife And you just wanna what?
It was a setup from the beginning,
you know that let’s get to know each other vibe,
everything’s fine, right?
it’s that anything you say or do will be held and used against in the court of dating,
past, present and current,
how do I battle old me,
versus new me?
the gun is pointed at my head,
it’s a glock,
so you got 17 shots before I’m dead,
every bullet you use,
I handed you,
transparency will be the death of me,
where did I go wrong?
none of my words or action gave you just cause to end me,
I can’t even defend me,
you slowly let loose,
it’s almost empty,
empty and hopeless is what I feel,
confused because I was just being real,
honest and true,
but my words and actions are meaningless to you,
damn I can’t believe I’m going out like this,
never thought this would be the death of we, or me,
how do I move after this,
or can I,
I’m looking up to the sky as that real part of me is leaving,
this death of the essence of me…