Wrote this back in 2003..
Am I supposed to care if your feelings are hurt?
I mean why should I care I don’t even like you,
And you damn sure don’t like me so let’s be real,
It’s kind of fucked up that the people who I love the most join in with you,
Joking and laughing as if I can’t even hear y’all,
Don’t even try to put up a front and act as if I can’t tell what’s real,
Respect is only given to those who earn it,
So don’t expect that shit from me,
To understand where I’m coming from you have to first understand me,
But am I supposed to care if you don’t like me?
Cuz I damn sure don’t give two shits about what you like or don’t like,
I told you to be real,
Acting as if it’s only one sided because it damn sure isn’t,
BUT REALLY AM I SUPPOSED TO CARE?
His words have me wanting him,
Needing him to be near,
I want to touch him in the same way he has touched me,
When he speaks my world stops,
The tone in his voice has my body moving to his beat,
I want him,
I need him,
Does he even understand?
The way he got feeling,
No other man can say he had me feeling this way,
Would you believe we haven’t even met?
My body wants him,
My mind needs him,
To challenge my inner wants and needs,
I crave him……
I don’t know when I wrote this. I know it was after 2009…… hope you guys enjoy.
The melody in my heart beats to the tune of your heart, but who are you? the beat doesn’t sound familiar, tell me why? is if fate? where did this strange melody come from? pump, pump, to the tune in your heart, are we soulmates? but where are you? I know you’re out there, I can feel it in my soul, this feeling makes me weak, this melody, my melody, your melody, our melody, will you know it’s me when you see me? we will meet, are you looking for me? have we already met? if so, why didn’t we notice? our melody, the melody in my heart, the melody in your heart, it’s like a burning desire that will never go away, it’s like food you want, but for some reason can’t have it, I love this melody, our melody, it belongs to us, and no one else, so until I hear your tune, my melody will keep going on and on, and on and on.
Wrote this Jan, 15, 2001