Defeated,
Broken,
Overwhelmed,
That’s me,
Searching for my voice,
Searching for validation,
Tears roll,
PSTD as set in on me,
I open my mouth but words won’t come out,
I’m search for words and yet searching for me,
looking in the mirror but I can’t seem to see,
unrecognizable,
to shattered to see,
somehow I lost me,
I smile
I laugh
But I’m dying and no one sees,
desperately seeking validation because my feelings don’t seems to be free,
tears still flows my eyes swollen you see,
my mind seems to be playing tricks on me,
dismissed,
discarded,
broken,
that’s me,
I drowning in a series of moments you see,
can’t seem to find what I’m seeking you see,
validation never comes cuz I’m crazy you see?
my mind playing tricks and I can’t protect me,
heart breaking,
just want acceptance you see?
I know I can only find it in me,
its hurting,
I’m aching to get back to me..
Tag: poems
What is Love?
What is love but empty words when the actions around it show different,
The unique ability to lie so clearly without so much as a blink,
Actions and words speak confusion so much so that one loses their common sense,
Take a step back,
Is this an elaborate hoax or a Da Vinci masterpiece?
Caught up in the moment of fantasy and non fiction,
Things become clearer,
How could you be so smart and so dumb at the same time?
All along it was right there in front of your face,
You allowed your eyes to see, your mind to know and your heart to excuse,
You’re an actor who has played this part before but tell yourself lies no more,
What is love?
Love is when words and actions meet,
Love isn’t supposed to hurt like this,
Love matches love,
You define what love is to you!
I just wanna
I just wanna
I just wanna kiss you as if my life depended on it,
I just wanna love you as if your soul spoke to me and told me what it needed,
I just wanna touch you in a way where our minds were in sync,
I just wanna hold you and have you let go all of your past hurt,
It doesn’t matter,
Doesn’t matter what I want,
Your terms,
Your rule,
I can choose,
Is it time wasted?
After all what’s a soulmate,
When ya soul break,
And ache,
I just wanna,
Wanna what?
Get a nut?
Pretending that shit don’t matter…
When did it ever matter?
As a matter fact,
You can’t make anyone love you,
Gotta be their choice to,
Meanwhile, you just wanna show them what real love is,
Not asking to be kept,
Just swept,
Off ya feet,
Swept of ya feet like a fairytale?
We know very well that that’s make believe,
In real life,
Down in real life,
You’ll never be a wife
And you just wanna what?
I Crave
The undeniable feeling to satisfy a need,
A need to taste you,
A need to touch you,
A need to please you,
In the worst way,
I could have you and it still seem to be not enough,
I need to devour you,
I need to feel you,
I need to hear you moan and groan in sheer pleasure,
I crave you,
I crave to taste your lips,
Your neck,
Your chest,
Your manhood,
I crave to feel you inside of me,
I’m almost addicted,
Seems like this craving may never be satisfied.
By: Sunny
07/08/19, at 8:11pm
**Don’t mind me y’all know I be in my moods.**
Direct Connection
Undeniable,
Unplanned,
But a moment in time frozen and eyes lock,
It’s like our souls spoke,
Awakening this undeniable emotion of yearning for closeness,
It feels like walking into the sun,
Flowing responds,
Unsaid words,
That gravitational pull,
That direct link,
That direction connection,
From my soul to yours,
Damn
**Written off the top on 06/29/2019 at 9:36pm**
By Sunny
Unreservedly Me 