Unreservedly Me

You ever feel like you wanted something so bad and it just doesn’t feel like you wanted it to feel. Or you feel like it’s not for you?

The way that year ended changed me forever. I think a piece of me left with you. It’s barried next to you and I can’t seem to function properly without. I know you’re probably looking down like “I told you so,” and in some ways, you did. You tired to…

It feels like I’m trapped inside my mind. As soon as I voice my thought or dislike everything gets switched up… I feel like people are pretending around me and playing in my face. I’m just suffocating and no one seems to care. My worst fears are going to play…