Unreservedly Me

Been a while since I wrote my thoughts down. So much going on I cannot even give you all the details. But know that its enough to make me think, what am I doing? I’m walking around pretending. Knowing full well I need help to process and get through this patch in my life. Part of me wishes to forget it but its clear when I speak I still feel the pain.

How does one fix themselves when they slightly blind themselves because the quote “put and band aid over it.”