What is love but empty words when the actions around it show different,
The unique ability to lie so clearly without so much as a blink,
Actions and words speak confusion so much so that one loses their common sense,
Take a step back,
Is this an elaborate hoax or a Da Vinci masterpiece?
Caught up in the moment of fantasy and non fiction,
Things become clearer,
How could you be so smart and so dumb at the same time?
All along it was right there in front of your face,
You allowed your eyes to see, your mind to know and your heart to excuse,
You’re an actor who has played this part before but tell yourself lies no more,
What is love?
Love is when words and actions meet,
Love isn’t supposed to hurt like this,
Love matches love,
You define what love is to you!
I just wanna
I just wanna kiss you as if my life depended on it,
I just wanna love you as if your soul spoke to me and told me what it needed,
I just wanna touch you in a way where our minds were in sync,
I just wanna hold you and have you let go all of your past hurt,
It doesn’t matter,
Doesn’t matter what I want,
I can choose,
Is it time wasted?
After all what’s a soulmate,
When ya soul break,
I just wanna,
Get a nut?
Pretending that shit don’t matter…
When did it ever matter?
As a matter fact,
You can’t make anyone love you,
Gotta be their choice to,
Meanwhile, you just wanna show them what real love is,
Not asking to be kept,
Off ya feet,
Swept of ya feet like a fairytale?
We know very well that that’s make believe,
In real life,
Down in real life,
You’ll never be a wife
And you just wanna what?
The undeniable feeling to satisfy a need,
A need to taste you,
A need to touch you,
A need to please you,
In the worst way,
I could have you and it still seem to be not enough,
I need to devour you,
I need to feel you,
I need to hear you moan and groan in sheer pleasure,
I crave you,
I crave to taste your lips,
I crave to feel you inside of me,
I’m almost addicted,
Seems like this craving may never be satisfied.
07/08/19, at 8:11pm
**Don’t mind me y’all know I be in my moods.**
But a moment in time frozen and eyes lock,
It’s like our souls spoke,
Awakening this undeniable emotion of yearning for closeness,
It feels like walking into the sun,
That gravitational pull,
That direct link,
That direction connection,
From my soul to yours,
**Written off the top on 06/29/2019 at 9:36pm**
The melody in my heart beats to the tune of your heart, but who are you? the beat doesn’t sound familiar, tell me why? is if fate? where did this strange melody come from? pump, pump, to the tune in your heart, are we soulmates? but where are you? I know you’re out there, I can feel it in my soul, this feeling makes me weak, this melody, my melody, your melody, our melody, will you know it’s me when you see me? we will meet, are you looking for me? have we already met? if so, why didn’t we notice? our melody, the melody in my heart, the melody in your heart, it’s like a burning desire that will never go away, it’s like food you want, but for some reason can’t have it, I love this melody, our melody, it belongs to us, and no one else, so until I hear your tune, my melody will keep going on and on, and on and on.
Wrote this Jan, 15, 2001