Last night I had a dream about my son’s father. In the dream he was threatening to jump of a building and take his life. I was so upset in this dream, I was giving him all the reasons he needed to stay alive.
I woke up from that dream feeling weird. I have never had a dream like this and it worried me. Worried me to the point of waiting for his call just to tell him, I love him. Even though we are having issues and not on the same page. That my love was unconditional. Whether we are together or not, he needed to know this.
I know we both have been dealing with personal struggles…very different struggles but that dream played in my head most of the day.
I finally looked up what it meant… interesting is what I will say. But one of those things was on point.
I never wanna have a dream like this, especially about someone this close to me.
So many of us need to hear this. We hold on so tight to things because we either become comfortable, we settle or we don’t know our own worth. When you know what you deserve you let go of the foolishness holding you back! Aren’t you tired of being sick and tired? Aren’t you tired of the lies and wasted time on someone who never deserved it?
Let’s play the numbers game. How many people have you had sex with? Should that question be the deciding factor on if you are relationship material? Would you answer that question if asked? Do men believe women when they tell them their number? Why is it okay for to have high number, and women looked down upon if her number is higher than others?
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Source: What’s Your Sex Number? 04/20 by G-F-T Radio | Podcasting Podcasts
After having a conversation with my other half, he expressed that my sexual poetry bothers him. Well not that my writing it is a problem but my sharing it on my blog or fb.. Mainly any social media outlet. Now most write poetry to share it with others and I didn’t see the harm in it plus we are tossing around the idea of a poetry book(s).
But to respect his wishes I said I won’t write anymore sexual poems. He said why would I say that. I said to avoid the situation all together. In my mind I just don’t want this coming back up.. But he knows I have no problem expression myself in that manner. But he feels as though it should be some holding back.
But I write poetry… So am I missing something?!