Tag: personal experience

Posted in depression, Personal, Thoughts, Uncategorized

Stress

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So the other day I realized my hair is coming out. Like I cut my hair a few months back just cuz and it was growing back healthy and etc. Now that shit like fuck you and click you claim.

My stress has been taking a toll on me. I either sleep to much or can’t get to sleep. My weight had picked up a little but my hair is like get that Lapita and start fresh. 🤷🏾‍♀️. I definitely gotta figure this out cuz I only chop my hair off when I want not cuz I need to. I feel odd wearing wigs but idk maybe if I chop it all of I will like it. Maybe my head won’t look so big. 🤣🤦🏾‍♀️

Y’all know how we females are about our hair. I gotta figure out a way to stop stressing and get it together!

Posted in Thoughts

Trauma

Posted on by iamsunnyd

I hate when you go thru something that is traumatic to you, and people seems to think you should just get over it. They make you feel like it was a one time thing and your dwelling on it too long. How am I supposed to move on when my feelings and emotions are all over the place? If I’m not working or doing mom stuff I want to sleep because that’s the only time I don’t feel things.

I saw this pic and it helped me so much. Because I felt like I needed some validation that what I’m feeling is okay. That’s sad to me. Why do I always need validation to be okay with what I’m feeling?

Posted in mood, opinions, Personal, random, Reflection

So

Posted on by iamsunnyd

So just an update, I haven’t mediated since the first 2 days I started. Idk I tried but didn’t seem like it worked for me. Because being an emotional mess, I’m horny all the time. Lol 😂🤷🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️.

I debating on getting a buddy, but I think that may be good and bad. My headaches have seemed to slow down from having them everyday and/or waking up with a full blown migraines.

Court dates looming, medical follows and ugh! Part of me wants it all over or to pretend it never happened but it did.

Posted in opinions, Personal, Reflection, relationships, Thoughts, Uncategorized, women

My Thoughts…. after seeing another light skin v. dark skin lost

Posted on by iamsunnyd

I will never understand the hate behind when men or others say light skin women are better or they only like and want to date them. It’s not like we walk around thinking we are better. We don’t make comments like “The blacker the better the sweeter the juice”. Let one of us say something remotely close to that about us being better and they come for blood.

At the end of the day we all are black. Point blank and the period. Just because we may be someone’s preference doesn’t mean our sisters should be ready to tear us down. Or we feel better than our brown and dark skin sisters.

I grew up in a house full of brown and dark skin women and I wanted to look like them…but for whatever reason I was different. I finally excepted it and never felt better than them.

When we gonna let that shit go?! #askingforclarification

Posted in GFT Radio, opinions, Personal, random, Reflection, Thoughts, Uncategorized

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