Posted in depression, mood, Personal, Thoughts, venting

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Today was a tuff day for me, well yesterday since its 1 am. It started out fine but I allowed people to effect my mood. I cried a few times in a room by myself. You ever just be done…. like exhausted from having the same conversations over and over again. You are too drained to exchange the words, so your tears just take over because you can’t?

Thats where I was. I cried alone hiding under my covers and cooking dinner thinking about the shit. I just need peace and when you have no where to go to get it.

I can’t look at myself in the mirror half the time. I look at me and just feel defeated. Sorry I just need to get this out of my head. Im fighting battles I can’t win.

Posted in GFT Radio, Mommy Chronicles, Personal, QuarantineLife, random, Uncategorized

Quarantine Ending: My updates

Yes, I look a mess…but I figured what the heck…. I was going for authentic. 🤣🤣

Posted in Mommy Chronicles, Personal, QuarantineLife, Uncategorized

Quarantine Chronicles

Posted in Personal, random, Reflection

The lies we tell ourselves

We lie to ourselves to make believe that things are okay. They are just bandaids that eventually come off. We cloud our own judgement knowing the hardcore facts. Wake up, see what you already know you see. Stop lying to yourself and living in a make believe world that does not exist.

Posted in mood, Personal

Started Out Feeling Good

I woke up today feeling good about myself in general despite waking up feeling exhausted. I moved through my morning kind of in a autopilot mode.

In one fell swoop my contentment was shared with thoughts of many different things. My character and integrity questioned in a blink of eye.

I’m left to wonder… why?