So this year not only will my crew be going back to school, but I will be joining them. My daughter will be in her senior year and taking some college credit course so when she does graduate she can have a dual graduation. My son will be going to 1 grade!!! First year fully potty trained!!! And last but certainly not least, I will be going for my associates degree. Now I have a few credits under my belt, pre pregnancy with my daughter.
My job is offering one class at work, one will be on the college campus. I can take more courses as well.
Hopefully we can all put thru this year with flying colors.
You ever accused someone of doing something, only for someone to call you to the carpet for the same shit?
Yeah, I just had a conversation like that. I don’t like when I have a real conversation and people aren’t being 💯 with you. In the conversation I realize I need to put some things in order to move pass something that has been pulling on me for a while. Probably gonna be the hardest conversation I’ve had in a while but it most certainly needs to happen. I have been avoiding it like the plague because I don’t want to open any old wounds or have the same conversation to have the same result but it must be done.
Pray for me… feel like David going into the lions den.
So yesterday I did something I haven’t done in years. I know its nothing major. But I had a day of pampering. Actually got my nails done. I usually do my feet, but the time I did the feet, hands and eyebrows. Lol, it was dope tho. I took a much needed hour and half break to have someone make me look pretty. Now if I can get used to these nails that would be great!
These past couple of years have been most definitely a wake up call. I have learned so much about myself. But I know and feel my future will be brighter. Yeah there may be some ups and downs. But I have been through the worst and somehow managed by the Grace of God to make it thru. Idk who has been praying for me but thanks and keep on doing it!!
A few days ago I had a dream and of course my mother was in it. I saw her in this dream and I was excited because I wanted to show her something. I went to where whatever it was I was trying to show her. I waited patiently for her to come and she never did. As I sat that it dawned on me she has passed on. I woke up sad that day! Idk in my head I new it but for whatever reason this mad me feed deeply sadden.
That was the first time I have ever dreamed of her and felt that way after. Idk, I really miss her..