Posted in Mommy Chronicles, Personal, QuarantineLife, Uncategorized

Quarantine Chronicles

Posted in Personal, random, Reflection

The lies we tell ourselves

We lie to ourselves to make believe that things are okay. They are just bandaids that eventually come off. We cloud our own judgement knowing the hardcore facts. Wake up, see what you already know you see. Stop lying to yourself and living in a make believe world that does not exist.

Posted in mood, Personal

Started Out Feeling Good

I woke up today feeling good about myself in general despite waking up feeling exhausted. I moved through my morning kind of in a autopilot mode.

In one fell swoop my contentment was shared with thoughts of many different things. My character and integrity questioned in a blink of eye.

I’m left to wonder… why?

Posted in Personal, Thoughts, Uncategorized, venting

Unraveling

I feel like I wanna scream or just cry. With no one to vent to or just be there and listen without judgment or their easy way to fix it all. I feel broken and no one around me seems to care or want to check in on me. Even when they do I say I’m fine. I don’t wanna burden anyone with all this hurt I have stored inside of me. I’m search for someone to fill a void no one can feel. I miss me.

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School Update

So almost didn’t start due to financial aid issues and after working in HR. Payroll specifically I did not want to get any student loans. NOPE!!

So for our jobs cohort we have Business Law 101 and English 101 for 11-12 weeks, ttwice a week. I only have to to take BL 101 because I already have 17 credits for prior course I passed. I like BL… I dont like how my teacher is teaching it. Its clear he wants us to understand but he teaches as if we already know the course. Which we do not. But I wanted to be a lawyer and it seems learning about law is fun for me.

Anyways we have a first test coming up and I believe it is open book.

Just wanted to update you guys!! ✌🏽