Writing It Out

Sunday and Today were hard days for me. I’m trying hard to get out of the rut, but it seems like everything is going to hell in a hand basket. I’m pretty sure I’m suffering from depression at this point. My mood goes from happy to sad. To the point that I can stand to see myself… my reflection scares me.

I want to sit down and talk to someone but I can’t seem to find the time, so I’m trying to deal with it internally but I’m 95% sure that it’s not working.

At this particular moment so much is going on in my life. I wish I was able to talk about it but I can’t right now. For those that know me, know exactly what is how. Buy they can’t seem to help.

I dont know what I feel or how I feel, or it I feel at this point. Part of me want to feel anything and nothing if that makes sense.

Maybe venting or expressing myself in my space will help. Can’t hurt to try right?

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Mood

#NapQueen

If you know me you’d know if taking naps was a profession ya girl Sunny would be paid!! After work today this is exactly what I will partaking in! 😴😴😴😴😴

Happy Nap Day To All My Fellow Nap Queens and Kings!! 😚😚😚😚

Dear Today,

My mood right now, its way too much going on and I just want my bed and covers. I wanna pretend like somehow it skipped to Friday. 😂😂😂

I know you all have had one of these days. Between limited sleep and general crankiness after the lack of sleep, I either wanna cuss someone out or take a much needed nap until tomorrow at 5am!! 

I’m damn sure not cooking once I get home. So it will be quick food for the crew. Knowing myself I may just say fuck dinner! 

Until my next vent session…. y’all take care.

Signed,

CRANKY AND OVER IT!! 

Dear Today,

#thatisall

Signed,

Debating on quitting but then I remember I have bills. 

Mood

I need it to be Friday! Im so drained I just want everything to stop! I know life doesn’t work that way but I wish it did. Lol

I go