Took my son on a train ride up north to go visit his family. We don’t get up there often but when we do it’s always a good time.
Of course we get there and he is always comfortable which is a great thing. He played with some of his cousin’s. Got to meet his great grandfather for the first time.
I should’ve taken more pictures… maybe next time. But I definitely need to take him up there more often.
“Whether they’re family or friends, manipulators are difficult to escape from. Give in to their demands and they’ll be happy enough, but if you develop a spine and start saying no, it will inevitably bring a fresh round of head games and emotional blackmail. You’ll notice that breaking free from someone else’s dominance will often result in them accusing you of being selfish. Yes, you’re selfish, because you’ve stopped doing what they want you to do for them. Wow. Can these people hear themselves?!” ~ Rosie B.
I know I have been neglecting my podcast but I’m dealing with a issue health wise. I have absolutely no energy. Had a full CBC done and of course my iron is extremely low and my hemoglobin count is low. What does that mean? My red blood cells aren’t getting enough oxygen aka anemic. Which ties into my low iron. Hence, Im tired when I wake up, I tired all day, I sleep often and feel pyshically drained.
We are in the process of trying to figure out how to help it and what is causing it. I had to meet with a nutritionist but before she recommends anything, I have to have a another CBC to see if they iron pills and Vitamin B pills are helping. If not they have to keep testing. Hopefully it has nothing to due with thyroids because she mentioned that as well.
I’m trying my best to get in front of it because its effecting my life and as a mother of a 15 and 4 year old I have no time to be feeling how I feel.
Maybe I need to rethink drinking so much in the middle of the night knowing I have to be to work! But it’s his fault:
Well not his fault, I blame Game of Thrones and my excitment for drinking to much. Needless to said it had me at work burnt out (maybe still drunk). My stomach talking to me in a languages I can’t comprehend. Food doesn’t taste like anything. 😂😂😂 Don’t laugh too hard me. I’m just tryna get my life in order and make it another house and go home to my bed. I can’t today, maybe tomorrow. I need to make better life choices.