I think I finally got in the holiday mood. It took me long enough right?! Lmao, I finally ordered my son’s gifts and I have to pick them up. My daughter’s cash is ready to go, I just need to get her card.
Insert the Black Family Christmas Anthem…
Act like y’all don’t know. Lmao. I know some of y’all was singing it!! Probably got the CD on lock or at least have it save on the laptop.
Anyways, I’m not cooking a big meal, partly because I’m broke and no one is coming to my house. LOL, if I wasn’t broke I’d probably cook a big dinner. But I guess I will do a big breakfast for my crew. I’m debating on whether or not going to the movies is an option. So before I forget I would like to wish you all a Happy Holidays, however you choose to celebrate it!!
Monday, we lost our grandma. She was in ICU since the 4th of July and we knew she was a fighter so she held on for as long as she could. Even when you know death is right there at the corner you are never prepared for it. All her grandkids (30), great grandkids (50) and the remainder of her kids, my aunt Tina and uncle Charles remained by her side the entire time.
My grandma was loved by many. She was one of the grandma that everyone knew, loved and respected. She had people calling her grandma even though she wasn’t their blood relative.
After this week passed, I had a talk with my cousins and sisters saying, it sounds weird but I’m glad my mom passed before her mom. Because we know she wouldn’t be able to handling watching her mother pass. We agreed that she wouldn’t be able to come back from that, she already was going through it when my grandma first got sick.
81 years of life, and you impacted some many people. We when lay your body to rest, we carry you with us. We remain #KELLYSTRONG
Today I got some more information dealing with my son’s diagnoses and I just wanna throw my hands up. It’s a lot to take it and I can see this process is going to have me pulling my hair our or getting grays.
I just need to pray more and I need your prayers. I really don’t know what is in store for my family, I have so much going on outside of this, good things though and I need to get things in order and not overload.
Tonight, I think once I’m home I will take a drink and relax. Maybe a nice bubble bath. I wish my mom was here to talk to me about these things.