I finally woke up and let go. I’m so proud of myself, I didnt block him or anything just stopped cold turkey! Its been a good month so far and I’m feeling much better. Early, I did it because that was required and expected. I knew I need to do it for me and it had to be something I wanted to do.
Been a while since I wrote my thoughts down. So much going on I cannot even give you all the details. But know that its enough to make me think, what am I doing? I’m walking around pretending. Knowing full well I need help to process and get through this patch in my life. Part of me wishes to forget it but its clear when I speak I still feel the pain.
How does one fix themselves when they slightly blind themselves because the quote “put and band aid over it.”