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Dark Clouds

Seems like dark cloud are hovering over my life right now. What do you do when you are completely disappointed and drained? I have been the a variety of a emotions in the last couple of months. Honestly, I dont know how I get out of the bed every morning. I smile when inside I’m dying. I feel like the total definition of two faces. But I have to be, I have to push forward and I’m determined to fight this thing.

I really can’t go into details.. but I will be glad once this cloud as moved on and leave my life.

Praying for strength to push through for my family… because all I can try and do is protect them!

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iamsunnyd

Founder and Co-Host of G.F.T Radio show, and author of my personal blog Unreservedly Me (both on wordpress). I been writing for years so blogging is nothing new to me.

4 responses to “Dark Clouds”

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    chocolate_matters

    Been there and still there (on somedays) …but I will say try this and you might, just might feel a little better. Help someone, either your own little ones or someone else (family/friend/ stranger) you will get a much better perspective on life. I’m not saying it will cure what ails you but it is better then sitting up feeling like you have the world on your shoulders. And it doesn’t have to be anything big just a small gesture and you’d be surprised at how you feel. Take care, sista! -Peace

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      iamsunnyd

      That’s part of my issue, I’m helping everyone and everyone seems to think I don’t need help. Or know I need help and aren’t trying to help.

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    chocolate_matters

    Sorry, then ignore my previous advice as I didnt know the extent of how you were feeling. Too many times we are taking care of others in stead of letting others take care of us. My new advice is seek out the help you need and be forthcoming about it. Nothing wrong with asking for help, we all need it from time to time. Take care.

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      iamsunnyd

      Amen

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